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Posted on 2003.09.28 at 01:11
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
I really don't even know where to begin at the moment.

I ended up spending a couple nights with this guy... He gave me a place to crash and that was it. I was quite content to just wallow in my sorrow when Birman shows up... ~sighs~ We talked... and then I went home with her, which is where I still am. It's all rather foggy now. I really don't remember all that's happened.

I had a headache for a couple days... Enough to where I could barely get out of bed.. It finally cleared up the other day, thankfully. It's nice to be able to be awake and not have it feel as though a jackhammer is pounding into your skull.

But.. what I really wanted to write about.. was Birman.

Last night, I heard her whimpering in her sleep. She kept muttering.. my name, coupled with pleas of 'no' over and over again. It took me a long time to wake her up.. and she's usually quite a light sleeper. When she did finally wake up, she seemed surprised to see me alive. And she just clinged to me...

I'm.. confused. She won't talk much more about the dream.. She said that the guy that I had met killed me... She was so scared when she was telling me... Birman doesn't get like that often, so when it happens.. it's disconcerting.

Something's happening. And I wish I had some feeling as to what it was... ~sighs and rubs temples~ Another headache.. but I know the cause of this one..


I want to see you... I miss you...

Ken... Schu said he let you go. Where are you?


Fujimiya Aya
abyssinian_rose at 2003-09-28 08:38 (UTC) (Link)
Then come home...or tell me where to meet you if you don't want to come home...
Yohji Kudou
kudou_yohji at 2003-09-28 09:49 (UTC) (Link)
I.. don't know if I'm ready to come home.. but there's a little cafe about three blocks from the Koneko.. Can you meet me there tonight? Around.. 8.

Gods Aya... I miss you. I'm sorry for leaving.
Fujimiya Aya
abyssinian_rose at 2003-09-28 10:12 (UTC) (Link)
At least I know you're safe, even if you're not home. I'll be there, don't worry.
japanese_girls at 2003-09-28 10:32 (UTC) (Link)
失礼します. 私は新しいコミュニティーを作って, ちょっと見てくれませんんか.
Forgive the intrusion. I've created a new community, won't you take a look?

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